Simply Not In The Mood To Blog

It's been 2 weeks since my last blog. I honestly don't know what to say anymore....My job situation seems to get more and more bleak. I'm finding out that I actually have less friends than I thought I had to start with. I truly don't know what to do. Do I continue to fight? Do I continue to apply for jobs that pay $10.00 an hour? Do I try to sell drugs? What the fuck. I really hope that things get better because I don't know how much more of this I can take.